God’s Loving Restoration

Day 1

31Then Jesus said to them,“Tonight all of you will fall away because of me, for it is written: I will strike the shepherd, and the sheep of the flock will be scattered.32But after I have risen, I will go ahead of you to Galilee.”33Peter told him, “Even if everyone falls away because of you, I will never fall away.”34“Truly I tell you,” Jesus said to him,“tonight, before the rooster crows, you will deny me three times.”35“Even if I have to die with you,” Peter told him, “I will never deny you,” and all the disciples said the same thing.
MATTHEW 26:31-35 (CSB)

Commentary

Knowing their hearts, Jesus tried to prepare His disciples for what was coming. He told them how they were going to react to His arrest and crucifixion, as it was already foretold. Rather than take heed of this prophetic information and humble themselves, their hearts were proud in their own ability. This is especially noted in Peter, who was the boldest about it. He claimed that he could love Jesus with a love that is not humanly possible, thinking that his declarations would glorify God.

When life is going well and you’re in a place of comfort, you might be tempted to become overconfident and proud in your walk with Christ, focusing too much on what you’re going to do for Jesus, rather than what He is doing in you. It’s unwise as a believer to start making declarations about how you’d do such and such for the Lord, because when the day grows difficult, that’s when the real test of courage and faith comes. We’re not capable of loving like God by our own will and ability, as Peter would soon learn.

Soul Search

Am I guilty of declaring statements like this, acting as if I know my own heart?

Prayer

Heavenly Father, may You humble my heart of any pride. Help me to examine my heart and to understand that apart from You I can do nothing that will truly glorify You. In Jesus’ name, I pray. Amen

Day 2

15Simon Peter was following Jesus, as was another disciple. That disciple was an acquaintance of the high priest; so he went with Jesus into the high priest’s courtyard.16But Peter remained standing outside by the door. So the other disciple, the one known to the high priest, went out and spoke to the girl who was the doorkeeper and brought Peter in.17Then the servant girl who was the doorkeeper said to Peter, “You aren’t one of this man’s disciples too, are you?” “I am not.” he said.
JOHN 18:15-17 (CSB)

Commentary

Peter’s First Test

Peter was so confident that he would die with Jesus if he had to. When they came to arrest Jesus, Peter took out his sword and cut off the ear of the high priest’s servant. That only embarrassed Peter further, as Jesus rebuked him for not understanding what must take place, which Jesus had just explained to the disciples previously.

Peter followed Jesus as they took Him away, but when the situation became even more serious, as Jesus was taken to Annas, the fear then grew in Peter’s heart. The disciple known to the high priest (likely John) talked to the doorkeeper to allow Peter in. This should’ve been an easier test; the girl (doorkeeper) asked, though in a negative way, what she likely already knew the answer to (Matthew 26:69), and Peter denied Jesus for the first of three times.

You and I are no different; we each have a breaking point. In your own ability, your flesh will have you seeking self-safety and comfort long before you could ever truly bring glory to God. We can see this, as Peter's own weakness is on display in these verses.

Soul Search

When have I hid my faith to avoid an uncomfortable situation?

Prayer

Heavenly Father, forgive me for all the times that I have dishonored You and avoided the difficult path that would’ve glorified You, instead taking the path that I thought was right, only to keep myself safe and comfortable. In Jesus’ name, I pray. Amen

Day 3

25Now Simon Peter was standing and warming himself. They said to him, “You aren’t one of his disciples too, are you?” He denied it and said, “I am not.”
JOHN 18:25 (CSB)

Commentary

Peter’s Second Test

Warming himself by the fire, within visual distance of Jesus, Peter had no problem denying Jesus for a second time. That fear of repercussions for his faithfulness to Christ not only pushed Peter to deny Jesus in the courtyard, but had now taken root in his heart, making it easier each time. Obviously, Peter was curious about what was going to happen to Jesus, but he certainly wanted no trouble for himself — a far cry from the man who earlier declared that he would die with Jesus. Peter now just wanted to blend in with the crowd and not draw any attention to himself. The more you become willing to hide your faith, the easier it will become to just blend in and dim your witness.

28Don’t fear those who kill the body but are not able to kill the soul; rather, fear him who is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.
MATTHEW 10:28 (CSB)

Soul Search

Have I hid my faith too many times, that it’s now become easier to just “blend into the crowd”?

Prayer

Heavenly Father, You’re so patient with me and so gracious to me. Take this heart of mine and continue Your transformative work, while helping me to get out of Your way. In Jesus’ name, I pray. Amen

Day 4

26One of the high priest’s servants, a relative of the man whose ear Peter had cut off, said, “Didn’t I see you with him in the garden?”27Peter denied it again. Immediately a rooster crowed.
JOHN 18:26-27 (CSB)

Commentary

Peter’s Final Test

Now Peter encounters an eyewitness and a relative of the servant whose ear Peter had cut off. Here we have a witness at the time and place of Jesus’ arrest, where all 11 true disciples were with the Lord. But since the fear had grown to overwhelm Peter’s courage in that hour of great difficulty, Peter not only denied Jesus for the third time, but Matthew tells us that Peter even cursed and swore an oath. He wasn’t fooling any of them, but only himself.

As the rooster crowed for the second time, Peter knew that he did exactly what the Lord said he would do and he started to weep bitterly. In his own pride, Peter declared in a time of comfort and overconfidence in himself, that he would die with Jesus, but when the trial came, Peter lost all courage in the face of real fear. That’s when God’s Word struck his heart like a bullet.

Soul Search

Can I think of times in my life where God’s Word hit my heart like a bullet and brought me to my knees?

Prayer

Heavenly Father, Your correction in my life is a blessing that I don’t always appreciate at the time. But in it, Your unconditional love is displayed to me at a time when I come to realize that I have dishonored You. Thank You, Abba! In Jesus’ name, I pray. Amen

Day 5

15When they had eaten breakfast, Jesus asked Simon Peter,“Simon, son of John, do you love me more than these?” “Yes, Lord,” he said to him, “you know that I love you.” “Feed my lambs,” he told him.16A second time he asked him,“Simon, son of John, do you love me?” “Yes, Lord,” he said to him, “you know that I love you.” “Shepherd my sheep,” he told him.17He asked him the third time, “Simon, son of John, do you love me?” Peter was grieved that he asked him the third time,“Do you love me?” He said, “Lord, you know everything; you know that I love you.” “Feed my sheep,” Jesus said.18“Truly I tell you, when you were younger, you would tie your belt and walk wherever you wanted. But when you grow old, you will stretch out your hands and someone else will tie you and carry you where you don’t want to go.”19He said this to indicate by what kind of death Peter would glorify God. After saying this, he told him,“Follow me.”
JOHN 21:15-19 (CSB)

Commentary

Jesus Publicly Restores Peter

Peter took a hard fall. But unlike Judas, Peter wasn’t apostate; instead, he became repentant when he realized his transgression. This was no surprise to Jesus, as He knew all along that Peter would fall, be humbled, and that He would restore him once more. Peter had truly given his heart to Jesus, and that’s what matters most. You give God your heart first, then He does the work in you.

Repentance never comes without a heart that is first for Christ. As Peter denied the Lord three times, Jesus gave Peter the chance to publicly acknowledge his genuine love for Jesus three times. Of course, Jesus already knew that Peter loved him, but He wanted Peter to publicly announce it, since Peter now understood that his love for Jesus is given to him by God, through faith, and not of his own will or ability. At that moment, Peter was restored to be where God wanted him to be; Peter could now become what Jesus has intended him to be.

The good works that Peter would go on to do and the death that he would endure would truly glorify God because it was done by the power of the Lord working in Peter, not from Peter’s own self-declared abilities.

Soul Search

Have I been trying to do it in my own strength or am I allowing Jesus to work in me with His strength?

Prayer

Lord Jesus, open my eyes and my ears, that I may hear Your directions and see where You are leading me. May my actions be for Your glory and not for my own. In Your precious name, I pray. Amen